No net.
Yesterday I found out they didn't have enough students sign up for English courses, so that 95% guaranteed job lecturing? No longer in the equation. It's the safety net I've been counting on in the back of my mind. Even though I had decided I didn't want to use it if I could help it, what was once my preferred future is now an imperative. I've applied to 24 jobs in the last two months. I thought I was trying hard before, but now there's no more trying. I will find a job in the next seven weeks. I have to.